Humanity

So here's the deal. As you all know, its been rough for me the last couple of months. So my blog posts have not been happy ones, and neither have my facebook statuses. Lots of negativity and crying, bitching, etc. I know that I made this blog site for the sole purpose of keeping that off my FB, but some of it did come through on facebook simply because every friend I have in the world is on there, and when shit gets rough you reach out to your friends, right?

Wrong.

Apparently one of my high school friends, her daughters, and her mother all decided that I wasn't worth being friends with anymore because I am so negative lately. I noticed a couple days ago that my high school friend wasn't on my friends list...then I saw her kids leave also. Then I see her mother post a status saying something to the effect of "the people who bitch about being negative are usually the ones with the most negative to say" or something like that. So I asked her flat out why her daughter and grandaughter's booted me and she says flat out..."the whining and drama". I was floored and hurt, so at first I just replied with "oh, ok. my bad" I didn't mention to her that when her daughter was on a lot complaining about her out of control son in her statuses, her van breaking down, etc, that it never occurred to me to unfriend her during the month or so of her complaining on FB. Friends don't do that.

But then I started thinking about it and thought.....why the fuck would you kick someone who is down?? Who does shit like that???? So I wrote her mom another message that said roughly that I have had some horrible things happen the past few months, and that I didn't realize the friendship with her family deem I be happy all the time no matter what. That the reason I do post on facebook is because I am reaching out to my friends.

Then I blocked her.

However, she's not blocked on here. So if your reading this Kathie, or Lisa, ....you both really upset me with what you have done. Lisa, you could have used the option that is there to just not see any status I wrote unless you were tagged in it, but no, you wanted me to know that I had bothered you with the fact that my life has been turned upside down, and you wanted me to know that I didn't matter enough even as a human being, to at least let me vent.  Kathie, your comment about negative people and being the most negative...whatever. My marriage has been ripped apart, I have had some serious news about my health, ...yeah I think I have the right to talk about that on MY facebook and not to be lectured to about my "whining and bitching" ...I thought you and your family were my friends. Obviously I was wrong, so now you have been blocked so you don't have to be bothered by me.

God forbid either of you have something horrible happen to you, and the people you thought were friends shit on you for it. It's not a great feeling, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I hope you learn to be better humans to other people, even strangers. Learn some humanity.